The Beautiful Truth Death Hides

The one who won from the battle between the angels who live inside your heart and the demons who trapped inside your head only matters when the death calls you to say a grim reaper is on his way.....

Everyone else says 'he died', but I say 'he lived.' Because I know the beautiful life he led. When I see them crying because they missed him, I smile because I found him. Yes, I found him right next to my shoulder. And then they say 'he's gone', but I see him coming towards me as an angel every single day. I know even time flies day by day he'll still be here with me. While whispering  warm words to my ear to give me strength for things I fear. I can talk with him any time to tell him how I feel. His speechless smile speaks thousands of words a living human can never speak. So maybe the death has power to separate us physicially but never mentally. As I see how powerless the death is from my whole heart. And that's the beautiful secret, the death holds is all about!!!

If you think you lost someone because of the death, think again.

                                                     -Niki-                                 

Harmony To My Life's Melody

 

The sound of rain they say it's their melody,

So I guess the thunder might be their harmony.

But I'm scared of thunder even though I love the rain,

Is it the melody my happiness or will harmony be my pain?

People are living happily while knowing one day the will die,

As I'm looking for my wings while knowing I'm not light enough to fly.

Things I want which will never be mine,

I cry a thousand times while asking "why?"

"Maybe that's how gods want my life to be", I ended up with the same lie,

Hoping one day I'll be able to be happy and to say honestly, "I'm fine".

Everyone trust my fake words, as nobody can see the true myself cry,

The mask which I want to remove, but it's even painful to give it a try.

I've big dreams but I'm scared, that they'll fade once I open my eyes,

So my closed eyes, make me blind, as everyone fools me with so many lies,

But I keep trusting, hoping oneday, light will come without any price,

Maybe you can call me a fool, as I repeat the same mistakes twice.

But that's who I am and I won't change, because of the pain that I don't fear,

Cause I've been walking, through flames and burn enough to dry off my tears,

And the music which I paly now, has both melody and harmony for clear,

So I stand up while shouting at the world, "I've the best harmonized melody ever."

-Niki-