The sound of rain they say it's their melody,
So I guess the thunder might be their harmony.
But I'm scared of thunder even though I love the rain,
Is it the melody my happiness or will harmony be my pain?
People are living happily while knowing one day the will die,
As I'm looking for my wings while knowing I'm not light enough to fly.
Things I want which will never be mine,
I cry a thousand times while asking "why?"
"Maybe that's how gods want my life to be", I ended up with the same lie,
Hoping one day I'll be able to be happy and to say honestly, "I'm fine".
Everyone trust my fake words, as nobody can see the true myself cry,
The mask which I want to remove, but it's even painful to give it a try.
I've big dreams but I'm scared, that they'll fade once I open my eyes,
So my closed eyes, make me blind, as everyone fools me with so many lies,
But I keep trusting, hoping oneday, light will come without any price,
Maybe you can call me a fool, as I repeat the same mistakes twice.
But that's who I am and I won't change, because of the pain that I don't fear,
Cause I've been walking, through flames and burn enough to dry off my tears,
And the music which I paly now, has both melody and harmony for clear,
So I stand up while shouting at the world, "I've the best harmonized melody ever."
-Niki-
